This is one of the hardest and most painful things that I’ve had to accept.  I would like to believe there are flashes of time when James knows and even possibly feels badly for what he has done.  And that perhaps his mind either shoves it aside or he rewrites history into a scenario where… Continue reading This


A lovely friend of mine recently said to me, “We live in a fractured world, eagerly awaiting redemption.”  A fractured world created a broken James, a broken James victimized me and a victimized me is more than eager, quite desperate actually, for redemption and the ability to live my life as if this was all… Continue reading Redemption